I suppose life is about finding out and accepting the truth on how much people change in time and that feelings are not an exemption. Lately, I’ve realized that you can’t have everything you want in life no matter how much hard work and sincerity you put in it. You cannot force anybody to fall in love with you even your head over heels in love with him/her, nor can they ask you to fall in love with them even their deeply in love with you. I am perplexed why such things happen? Sometimes I completely drown myself with thoughts why people have to suffer the agony of being alone when there is so much in life that they can share? I could never really understand. I have no answers to satisfy these questions. Maybe, it’s just the way things are meant to be. Feelings just meant to last for a short while, meant to die after all??? Just full of maybe's???? And that despite of all these, we continue to journey through life..... happy or sad.... imprisoned or free... content or dissatisfied…. Its not really our choice, its how it is. Maybe, it’s a matter of finding out what this experience taught you and the goodness it had brought. Then maybe….. we can be happy. In time, the only thing that we can look forward to is your belief that God wants us to be happy and everybody deserves to be happy.
