I suppose life is about finding out and accepting the truth on how much people change in time and that feelings are not an exemption. Lately, I’ve realized that you can’t have everything you want in life no matter how much hard work and sincerity you put in it. You cannot force anybody to fall in love with you even your head over heels in love with him/her, nor can they ask you to fall in love with them even their deeply in love with you. I am perplexed why such things happen? Sometimes I completely drown myself with thoughts why people have to suffer the agony of being alone when there is so much in life that they can share? I could never really understand. I have no answers to satisfy these questions. Maybe, it’s just the way things are meant to be. Feelings just meant to last for a short while, meant to die after all??? Just full of maybe's???? And that despite of all these, we continue to journey through life..... happy or sad.... imprisoned or free... content or dissatisfied…. Its not really our choice, its how it is. Maybe, it’s a matter of finding out what this experience taught you and the goodness it had brought. Then maybe….. we can be happy. In time, the only thing that we can look forward to is your belief that God wants us to be happy and everybody deserves to be happy.
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I agree that life is so full of "Maybes" or "what ifs" and "why is this happening to me??" I know of some people who try very hard to show to the world that inspite na nag-iisa sila, kaya nila ang maging mag-isa. Actually, kaya naman eh kung sa kaya. We validate this by saying that wala na tayong kailangang pagpaalam pa or paki-samahan pa or gastusan na iba. Basta go nalang ng go. But what they fail to admit is, malungkot din mag-isa. Masarap pa rin kung meron kang mahal at nag-mamahal sayo. Sabi nga song, "people alone may go very fast but maybe not so far. People alone may seem satisfied, how can they tell?"
So many times I tell myself that meron din dadating para sakin. Sometimes, I end up reading too much out of a guy's action to satisfy the need to be cared and loved only to find out that he doesn't feel the same way and just really wants to be friends. Hirap, diba? So we try to dis-associate ourselves from this guy. Ang ending, we lose even his friendship. Minsan, papayag nalang dahil wala ng iba, pero, nawawala naman yung self respect mo sa sarili mo.
Oh well, we always live each day at a time and we try to make the best of it. Guy or no guy around, it doesn't diminish our worth as women, actually it makes us stronger. Yun nga lang, walang masyadong kulay ang mundo. Let's just be patient and pray for it. Malay natin, darating na din siya soon.
Ingat!
Yes, I suppose that is how were gonna answer these maybes, with hope that someday everything comes are way. Its just sad to realize that life can be so lonely sometimes. I totally agree with you, without someone special in your life, its okay but it could be better. Well I hope its worth the wait for all of us yearning to be with someone. :-) Just alwys hoping for the best.... Sentimental na naman tayong dalawa.... Wwhhhaaaaaa!!!! :-)
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